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thats when I reach for my revolver
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| "the slow descent into alcoholism" |
[23 Aug 2004|08:12pm] |
ash and me are drinking old english. we went out to outback and laughed at the funny aussy titles of the dishes. she got the tuwumba pasta and i got the bonzer chicken. they offered us drinks from the bar. ashley has her period, it takes her a long time to stand up.
- jessekidd
" kill the slut, norman or i will"
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| "i am a natural cutter" |
[20 Aug 2004|11:26pm] |
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The Epoxies - we're so small |
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i slept over jesse's last night, did not sleep one bit. except for 5 minutes on the train to the city. hopefully if i make my room extra cold and bury myself under the blankets and pillows, i'll sleep forever tonight. jesse looks better than me in my big bag.
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| "please dont you worry baby. we wont feel a thing, they say its over in a flash" |
[02 Aug 2004|04:40am] |
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dresden dolls - sex changes |
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it is now exactly 4:42 am. i'm very tired but cant sleep. everytime i try it gets so hot in my bed and my inner thighs and lower back get sweaty and it irritates me. there is very little bacardi left.
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| "just relax just relax just relax" |
[30 Jul 2004|03:36am] |
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rob's voice / background music - new order - ceremony |
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for rob santucci:
*would you like some fries with that shake* thats so lame..he says i'm so yours! i'm coming home with you whether you like it or not. tomorrow is gonna be alot of fun. thats our pick up line for the hotties. story of our life.
tomorrow at the inferno show he will cheer me up by making me balloon animals!! hes a weirdo.
"you got it"
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| "The walls move in and cramp your comforts" |
[26 Jul 2004|01:58am] |
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modern english - i'll melt with you |
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that night was very weird. it still seems like it didnt happen. between the rain,drama,dancing,drinking,etc.
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| "Broke account so I broke a sweat" |
[21 Jul 2004|02:24pm] |
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world/inferno - just the best party |
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ill kill music [2:44 PM]: all the people are so cruel
ill kill music [2:44 PM]: so callosed
ill kill music [2:44 PM]: and indifferent to the suffereing of others
it was the smell of exhaust, the sound of the highway behind the brick wall, and the good feeling of sitting in silence with soemone elses company without exchanging words.
yesterday was terrible and i have a feeling all the days coming up will be just like it. maybe worse.
another thing = i have no one to go to the inferno show with and i dont know how to get there. ugh.ngkjbldhgkdbjldfbnhdsjklhrtbndxfkjbndkjnhkjfdshktdnhlkfgnlkfdjnlkfgxlkjf;
"self mutilation. she rips her skin off, including her face."
"ouch"
Such a classic excuse it should be bronze by now
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[16 Jul 2004|09:09pm] |
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world/inferno |
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Well I heard you left your situation
I left a message, you didn’t get back
I figured you hooked up with this one or that one
"Cats always land on their feet", I thought
Staring at this beat-up old tom in Tel Aviv
"But they're not lucky creatures"
None of us are lucky creatures
Well I dug all through this dumpster
Just full of empty bottles and I
Mewed toward the young girls that feed us
I jumped straight up when a scooter swerved toward us
And thanked whatever cat-hating god cats pray to, that I was still breathing
'Cause cats are not lucky creatures
We got our dignity, we fought for that
There's no money, there's time for that,
Never worried about my belly, there's rats for that
Never worried about the future 'cause i'm a cat
I want to tell you about crisis after crisis,
But I hate to bore you
So I swished my tail about and my snout
in indignation
And I landed
And I landed on my feet
We got our dignity, we fought for that
There's no money, there's time for that,
Never worried about my belly, there's rats for that
Never worried about the future 'cause i'm a cat
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[13 Jul 2004|08:52pm] |
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WHEN WILL MY ROOM STOP BEING SO COLD?
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| "i am desperately seeking susan" |
[11 Jul 2004|01:37am] |
STREETS OF PHILADELPHIA IT IS
<3 ashley
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| "for tammy rae" |
[11 Jul 2004|12:45am] |
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world/inferno - lust for timing |
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THE MOVIE WITH JIM CARRY IS ON WHEN HE TURNS INTO A VAMPIRE!! I FORGOT WHAT ITS CALLED.
"so fuck you and whatever the fuck you thought"
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[04 Jul 2004|12:46am] |
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somebody just fucking shoot me already and i dont even have cigarettes
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| "why are they so godly? HA" |
[01 Jul 2004|11:27pm] |
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The Pixies - Im amazed |
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OK, this mac and cheese is gross. i was excited like "yay i am finally eating mac and cheese for the first time in forever". it has peices of plastic in it and some parts are hot when the rest is frozen. Theres also too much pepper on
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[30 Jun 2004|10:33pm] |
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"Does she have an old school vision of the way a relationship should be?"
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